I'm blogging again! Find me reborn and renewed at Eressea: A Book of Shadows.

Early on today, I received a text message from Dale, greeting me a Happy Valentine's Day from L.A. Sweet!

I still don't know what's going on. As for the date, Dale's fingers are still magic. I detected, however, some confusion on my part. Although the sheets were just as wet as ever, I couldn't seem to achieve the high that I used to feel with Dale. For one thing, he doesn't cum as much as he used to. I longed for penetration by a hard cock. I missed Cliff -- and his Viagra!  : P

What a life!

I'm back in the metro. For good, I hope. My mind is a jumble of thoughts; there are a number of emotions that I have to make sense of. Things are just over the top right now and I'm overwhelmed. I have to make sense fast.

Yesterday, I met with Dale for coffee. It's been a little over two years since I last saw him or heard from him. He'd lost a lot of weight, mainly because he'd had a change of jobs. There's less stress in his life right now and less drinking. And he's been going to the gym. Imagine that. People can change -- and drastically, too.

I wasn't sure if I was doing the right thing but email him, I did. And he got right back to me, too. I'm not sure about why I'm doing this, but after he dropped me off yesterday, he gave me such a kiss, full of longing and sweetness, that I think it's worth meeting him again for sex, just to find out what I'm supposed to find out.

Is this a new chapter or am I reliving an old one? I'll know next week.